Its so complicated..

How sad to hear about all these suicides happening..but sometimes I can surely understand it in a way..I read the news and its gotten so depressing. I think to myself I might have lived too long.The changes I see,the future I predict, hard to find cheerfulness and hope in that. But taking your life, I just can't see how bad it has to be to do that.Why do we cling to life?What makes us have hope for tommorrow? What makes life worth living? There must be something that gets us though the day.I cannot fathom the desperateness of being in a place that is so devoid of hope that the only answer is taking your life.Life..its so complicated.